It's been a looooooooong while since I logged back in here. First — because I couldn't find the time (or doesn't have the motivation to make time) and second — because I don't think I have something worthy to share about.

I have this very very irrational fear that if I put something good in paper (in this case an online paper, lol) I would later on realise that everything is just an illusion I'm telling myself. Tough, battling the mind.

(We could try making this a 4-week commitment to write.)

Soooo I just started a new job.

Yes in the middle of a pandemic, I was blessed with a job.

And yes it's the dream that is to work remotely.

Fun. Fun. Fun.

For the first two weeks, it's been an amazing experience to get my hands and brainzzz to work again.

No longer lost in the spiraling void of Netflix and social media.

The job is wide in scope.

It has the bits and pieces of content writing, marketing, admin, social media, sometimes smol smol graphics, technical stuff (i.e. setting up litol systems to create an easier working environment for everyone in the team), and daily accountability conversations which my mind is still puzzled to be part of daily— because it's actually great. 

(So, sorry my mind is all over the place but you know—that is me. 🤣)

Here's a preview of my desk today. I have much to talk about but I'll end here for now. 😊

In my desk are:

- my tiny diffuser 

- coffee cup and plate where my buns were lol

- my first plant! Love it so much because it's super low maintenance 🌱 

- my water! 💦

- my snowball mic which has come really handy since work started, hubby also uses this when playing

- pens, pens, and pens

- my work notebook which is almost full!

- my airpods which I only discovered works in my laptop, hence, I don't use bulky headphones anymore! also saved me bucks from buying a new one. 💲💲💲

- laptop and secondary screen ...which I actually don't use lol I can't keep up with it 🤣

- this cute desk lamp my husband owns 💕