I am lost for words. But I am happy I can tell apart the love I deserve from just any other kind of love or infatuation or attraction that comes my way. It also helps to know which season I am in. The conviction of the Holy Spirit is also too strong I cannot trick myself.

Dear self, remember we didn't get a Word last December 2017, unlike two years. ago And then we continued to ask God to give us a Word for this year through the mouths of His chosen people. Today we have received one and waiting for a confirmation. It's beautiful, isn't it? Asking God what's in it for us this year, asking God what is this year's season and working along that.

I missed last week's annual prayer and fasting week because I had the flu and it hasn't even gone even today, lasting for about a week now. But I endeavour to follow the yearly tradition this coming week. There's no stopping me! It's a beautiful thing to do, prayer and fasting, powerful as well. I am very excited to know what's in store for me and what God wants to tell me. I am giving up social media for a week. To be honest I want to take a break from my phone and all sorts of communication but we all know that won't be possible because of work. I will try to write my reflections on this blog throughout the week, instead. So I can look back to it.

Also, starting today I vow not to write anything about depression. I vow only to write about the beautiful things. But this doesn't mean I will stop from helping those who are experiencing the evil lot that is depression [and anxiety]. I rather talk about it privately. Anyhow, I am always here.